My Greatest Fear

by If Only, If Only

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I've been replaced by all the things I wish I was
While things may change, we all remain here untouched
Take a piece of me wherever you may go
but don't give me anything at all

Starving every day, pardon debts unpaid
Feelings go both ways
Headstone unengraved

If paradise is promised then, what's the point of waiting around?
We could live forever, we could leave right now.
It's all you talk about, everlasting
Don't put me in the ground
Spread my ashes

My bad decision's keeping me here
Your apparition's my greatest fear

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released March 27, 2020
Recorded at Glass Arrow Audio
Mixed and mastered by Jordan DiSorbo

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If Only, If Only Grand Rapids, Michigan

Formerly known as Backpacks

Austen Reno
Yong Los
Elijah Zuker

mgmt: James Cassar | james@rumblepak.co

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