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If Only, If Only

by If Only, If Only

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1.
The things that you love Only shine in the sun When gold flakes like dust It’s just never enough Collecting stones that have no purpose Tucked away beneath the surface Finding solace in the space between the glass and closing curtains Were we too late? There’s never time for being selfish Will we be okay? It’s just never enough The things that you love Watching heaven sing without us The lake we swam too much Held the boats but tried to drown us A distant echo A graceful mistake A vision of angels Through the eyes of a snake Were we too late? Is it so wrong to be selfish? Will we be okay? It’s just never enough The things that you love Watching heaven sing without us The lake we swam too much Held the boats but tried to drown us The things that you love Only shine in the sun When gold flakes like dust It’s just never enough
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Out of Reach 03:38
All of the things that I hated buried the knife in my head And spilled my thoughts on the pavement Let it soak through the surface For what it’s worth, I think I’m finding out why the sky’s still grey I read the words but somehow I still make the same mistakes Wait for the moments after Getting lost in the conversation Bend your bones and count your fractures The garden aches but it keeps on growing Separate your shadow Keep it out of reach Testing my patience Is it worth the pain If it isn’t important Leave it behind Colors blur I think I’m finding out why it loses shape I read the words but somehow I still make the same mistakes Wait for the moments after Getting lost in the conversation Bend your bones and count your fractures The garden aches but it keeps on growing Separate your shadow, keep it out of reach Separate your shadow, keep it out of reach Wait for the moments after Getting lost in the conversation Bend your bones and count your fractures The garden aches but it keeps on growing Separate your shadow Keep it out of reach
3.
Same old lungs breathing nothing while my legs give up Embracing all my bad luck Maybe I'll fade into the afternoon Forget me not, forget me soon I keep a halo balanced on my head I pray with hands I use to bury the dead And it hurts to know I'm trying my best While I'm staring into the end Is this as good as it gets? How much more time should be spent? Maybe these days won't last (Maybe my bones will turn black) Cold stare to the ceiling and back (I heard you whisper) And it hurts to know I'm trying my best While I'm staring into the end Is this as good as it gets? Same old lungs breathing nothing Legs give up and I feel nothing Same old songs that meant something They meant something (Maybe these days won't last) And it hurts to know I'm trying my best (Cold stare to the ceiling and back) While I'm staring into the end (Maybe these days won't last) And it hurts to know I'm trying my best (Cold stare to the ceiling and back) Is this as good as it gets? (I heard you whisper)
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No Place 03:28
The trouble I’m making We’ve made it together When visits in day dreams This place goes on forever Bury me in my stone heart A dreamer's eyes never seemed so dull Where do wanderers die when they have no place left to run? It never bothered you That I was so far away And if you asked me to I’d have left home that day An empty party Leave when no one is watching An empty body Is it a dream if it still haunts me? Stare at the sun A lover's eyes never seemed so numb Where do cowards die when they have no place left to run? It never bothered you That I was so far away And if you asked me to I’d have left home that day If it’s the same to you Then we can stay this way But if you asked me to I’d have left home that day
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We’re choking up Grip the veins, turn and pull away We open up Fix the frame or throw it all away You can’t blame it on bad luck It’s only you and what you’ve done You can’t blame it on bad luck It’s only you and what you’ve done Take my body far away, take away my name (Forget my face, an empty space) Silver linings never fade, but they aren’t meant to stay (They never stay, they never) Take my body far away, take away my name (Forget my face, an empty space) Silver linings never fade, but they’re not meant to stay They never stay You can’t blame it on bad luck It’s only you and what you’ve done You can’t blame it on bad luck It’s only you and what you’ve done Cross your fingers tight Count your blessings twice Cross your fingers tight Cross your fingers tight (Cross you fingers tight) Count your blessings twice (Count your blessings twice) Cross your fingers tight (Cross you fingers tight) Count your blessings twice (Count your blessings twice) You can’t blame it on bad luck It’s only you and what you’ve done You can’t blame it on bad luck It’s only you and what you’ve done

about

If Only, If Only is a band from Grand Rapids, MI.
We are Austen Reno, Yong Los, Elijah Zuker, and Kiegan White.

We would like to extend thank yous to the following people:
James Cassar, Rachel Malvich, our parents, Jake Matter, Jayson Reno, Kailey White, Grey Matter, Hot Mulligan, and Forest Green.

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released March 8, 2019

Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Jordan DiSorbo at Glass Arrow Audio
Cover art by Gabrielle Smith, Austen Reno, and Rachel Malvich

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If Only, If Only Grand Rapids, Michigan

Formerly known as Backpacks

Austen Reno
Yong Los
Elijah Zuker

mgmt: James Cassar | james@rumblepak.co

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